actually thinking of something meaningful here..... strange
im in creative writing again.... but im not entirely here, if you know what i mean. i have alot on my mind really.... eh, what can you do? im actually thinking about college, go figure. i have one in mind that im really interested: The University of the Arts in Philadelphia. they have everything i want except for writing, but im thinking i might go to community classes for that. i mostly want to dance and get more into photography... i dont know, i suddenly got really sad. its like im thrilled that next year is my senior year, but im also terrified, i suppose thats a normal reaction though. damn. im going to stop thinking about this now....
~*~
Eric and i wrote a song together. well, kinda... he couldn't come up with a line, so i gave him one and he liked it and used it. then he asked me if i could write down any ideas for a chorus. heh, i actually came up with something, and i like it. ::shrug:: ill talk to him tonight so ill run it by him, hopefully he'll like it too...
::yawn::
nows the part when i waste my class time:
first grade teacher's name: mrs.pizarra
last thing you said: "can i have my notebook back?"
last song you sang: "you spin my right round baby right round like a record baby right round round round....."
last thing you laughed at: Eric being Eric
last time you cried: it was a private moment
...PRESENT....
what's in your cd player: Lacuna Coil, Nirvana, and Scotty's CD
what color socks are you wearing: tan
what's under your bed: my scrapbook and other such notbooks
what time did you wake up today: 6:02 a.m
[[[ CURRENT ]]]
current hair: getting long, limp, at least clean
current clothes: Black pants with straps, long sleeved wine colored top with fishnet glove-thingys
current annoyance: people in my class
current smell: hair
current longing: ::shrug::
current desktop picture: thisis the schools computer, but at home its a pic of Amy Lee.... duh
current favorite music artist: Evanescence, from Autumn to Ashes, Lacuna Coil, and always Nirvana
current book: Beauty Queen, its about a stripper heroine addict.... the one before that was White Oleader, and i loved that book
current worry: college
current hate: none
story behind your username: its plain. i wanted something that didnt really have a meaning so i wouldnt get sick of it
current favorite article of clothing: my black and green pants, or my schoolgirl outfit :x
favorite physical feature on a guy: Eyes
line from the last thing you wrote to someone: "the moon was crying for me that night."
i am happiest when: when im dancing.
i feel lonely when: im trying to sleep
favorite authors: orwell, dickens, anne rice, stephen king
if you could live anywhere in the world, where: tokyo
famous person you have met: Ethan Steifel, the guy who plays Cooper in Center Stage.
do you have any regrets: of course
sex or love: Love.. sex comes later
favorite coffee: that caramel latte thing, ::drool::
favorite smell: Eric
what makes you mad: People.
favorite way to waste time: making random thing, like clothes, writing, doing stupid surveys on journal
what is your best quality: i listen.... and i dont know, im just me
are in currently in love/lust: i was afraid to admit it, but yeah
what's the craziest thing you have ever done: hehehe...... shhhhh
any bad habits: i used to bite my nails really bad, but i stopped. they're really long now, but i tap them alot
do you find it hard to trust people: yes
last thing you bought yourself: I don't remember.
bath or shower: bath
favorite season: summer, beach season
favorite color: Purple and black. green and blue too
favorite flavor: vanilla
favorite time of day: sunset
gold or silver: Silver.
any secret crushes: only eric
~*~ FASHION ~*~
do you wear a watch: they bother me
favorite stores: i will go anywhere
how big is your closet?: pretty big, but its stuffed with random things
ever spend more then $200 in a store?: nope, i dont carry alot of money with me
* FrIeNdS *
do your friends know everything about you: they only person who knows the most about me personally is Scott
what do they tend to be like: w e i r d . but i love them
can you count on them: A few of them.
can they count on you: id like to think so
??LaSt??
last book you read: beauty queen
last movie you saw: crazy/beautiful
last movie you saw on the big screen: Lord of The Rings.
last show you watched on tv: bad canadian TV
last song you heard: where have you been
last thing you had to drink: water
last thing you ate: frozen waffle
last time you showered: This morning.
last time you smiled: ::shrug::
last time you laughed: in drama at Ian
last person you hugged: Ian i think
last person you talked to online: Eric
last person you talked to on the phone: Eric
((( DO YOU )))
smoke: nope
do drugs: not really
have sex: Yes.
sleep with stuffed animals: no
have a dream that keeps coming back: Yeah.
play an instrument: used to play the violin, but i sucked
believe there is life on other planets: Indeed.
read the newspaper: nope
believe in miracles: kinda
consider yourself tolerant: very
consider police a friend or foe: mostly foe, but in my last situation, friend
like the taste of alchohol: yes
believe in astrology: i dont believe in horoscopes, but i believe the stars hold some truth
believe in magic: some kinda
go to church: no
have any secrets: of course
have any pets: two cats
go or plan to attened college: hopefully
talk to strangers: Sure thing.
have any piercings: 7
have any tattoos: someday, maybe, probably not
hate yourself: From time to time. id like to think im different from most girls.... i dont hate that
wish on stars: not anymore. i got my wish
like your handwriting: yeah, its different
believe in witches: not really
believe in ghosts: yes
believe in santa: i humor my cousin... shes only 5
believe in the easter bunny: nah
believe in the tooth fairy: ::chuckle::
trust other easily: not at all
sing in the shower: when im home alone.
~*~
Eric and i wrote a song together. well, kinda... he couldn't come up with a line, so i gave him one and he liked it and used it. then he asked me if i could write down any ideas for a chorus. heh, i actually came up with something, and i like it. ::shrug:: ill talk to him tonight so ill run it by him, hopefully he'll like it too...
::yawn::
nows the part when i waste my class time:
first grade teacher's name: mrs.pizarra
last thing you said: "can i have my notebook back?"
last song you sang: "you spin my right round baby right round like a record baby right round round round....."
last thing you laughed at: Eric being Eric
last time you cried: it was a private moment
...PRESENT....
what's in your cd player: Lacuna Coil, Nirvana, and Scotty's CD
what color socks are you wearing: tan
what's under your bed: my scrapbook and other such notbooks
what time did you wake up today: 6:02 a.m
[[[ CURRENT ]]]
current hair: getting long, limp, at least clean
current clothes: Black pants with straps, long sleeved wine colored top with fishnet glove-thingys
current annoyance: people in my class
current smell: hair
current longing: ::shrug::
current desktop picture: thisis the schools computer, but at home its a pic of Amy Lee.... duh
current favorite music artist: Evanescence, from Autumn to Ashes, Lacuna Coil, and always Nirvana
current book: Beauty Queen, its about a stripper heroine addict.... the one before that was White Oleader, and i loved that book
current worry: college
current hate: none
story behind your username: its plain. i wanted something that didnt really have a meaning so i wouldnt get sick of it
current favorite article of clothing: my black and green pants, or my schoolgirl outfit :x
favorite physical feature on a guy: Eyes
line from the last thing you wrote to someone: "the moon was crying for me that night."
i am happiest when: when im dancing.
i feel lonely when: im trying to sleep
favorite authors: orwell, dickens, anne rice, stephen king
if you could live anywhere in the world, where: tokyo
famous person you have met: Ethan Steifel, the guy who plays Cooper in Center Stage.
do you have any regrets: of course
sex or love: Love.. sex comes later
favorite coffee: that caramel latte thing, ::drool::
favorite smell: Eric
what makes you mad: People.
favorite way to waste time: making random thing, like clothes, writing, doing stupid surveys on journal
what is your best quality: i listen.... and i dont know, im just me
are in currently in love/lust: i was afraid to admit it, but yeah
what's the craziest thing you have ever done: hehehe...... shhhhh
any bad habits: i used to bite my nails really bad, but i stopped. they're really long now, but i tap them alot
do you find it hard to trust people: yes
last thing you bought yourself: I don't remember.
bath or shower: bath
favorite season: summer, beach season
favorite color: Purple and black. green and blue too
favorite flavor: vanilla
favorite time of day: sunset
gold or silver: Silver.
any secret crushes: only eric
~*~ FASHION ~*~
do you wear a watch: they bother me
favorite stores: i will go anywhere
how big is your closet?: pretty big, but its stuffed with random things
ever spend more then $200 in a store?: nope, i dont carry alot of money with me
* FrIeNdS *
do your friends know everything about you: they only person who knows the most about me personally is Scott
what do they tend to be like: w e i r d . but i love them
can you count on them: A few of them.
can they count on you: id like to think so
??LaSt??
last book you read: beauty queen
last movie you saw: crazy/beautiful
last movie you saw on the big screen: Lord of The Rings.
last show you watched on tv: bad canadian TV
last song you heard: where have you been
last thing you had to drink: water
last thing you ate: frozen waffle
last time you showered: This morning.
last time you smiled: ::shrug::
last time you laughed: in drama at Ian
last person you hugged: Ian i think
last person you talked to online: Eric
last person you talked to on the phone: Eric
((( DO YOU )))
smoke: nope
do drugs: not really
have sex: Yes.
sleep with stuffed animals: no
have a dream that keeps coming back: Yeah.
play an instrument: used to play the violin, but i sucked
believe there is life on other planets: Indeed.
read the newspaper: nope
believe in miracles: kinda
consider yourself tolerant: very
consider police a friend or foe: mostly foe, but in my last situation, friend
like the taste of alchohol: yes
believe in astrology: i dont believe in horoscopes, but i believe the stars hold some truth
believe in magic: some kinda
go to church: no
have any secrets: of course
have any pets: two cats
go or plan to attened college: hopefully
talk to strangers: Sure thing.
have any piercings: 7
have any tattoos: someday, maybe, probably not
hate yourself: From time to time. id like to think im different from most girls.... i dont hate that
wish on stars: not anymore. i got my wish
like your handwriting: yeah, its different
believe in witches: not really
believe in ghosts: yes
believe in santa: i humor my cousin... shes only 5
believe in the easter bunny: nah
believe in the tooth fairy: ::chuckle::
trust other easily: not at all
sing in the shower: when im home alone.