Such drama

Dec 06, 2004 14:14

Well this weekend was a reiteration of how much i am over him. I can't seem to forget all the means things he has done to other people, especially to people he cares about. A man who doesnt know the effect of his words on people is a dangerous man indeed. This whole college experience reinstates the fact that i am extremely defensive of those i care about, and the issues that arose on saturday night cleared my mind for the first time in weeks. I thought i liked him, and i thought i cared about him. If he can't respect the ones he loves, i cannot be a bystander, i never was and i never will be. Although these battles may not be mine, i absorb their aftereffects and when mean lies are said about petes and meg out of jealousy it makes it even more clear that i do not like him anymore and may even secretly despise him.
When he says to me that he hates all deaf people its another reason to add to the mile long one of why he is so inane. I spoke with him earlier about this aversion he has to deaf people. It apparently is due to the fact that he has an issue with understanding them and their culture makes him uncomfortable. He has also stated that he has no motivation to learn sign or understand them. he also says that he feels bad about not having any drive.
After i heard this i was like wtf^^? clearly the fact that a man hates another group of people purely based on the fact that he is uncomfortable around them reiterates that fact that he does not deserve the respect with which i was going to give him.
All-in-all i have to say is -fuck him-

on a better note, im almost done with my x-mas shopping, all the boys are getting cards and the girls are getting presents, because the girls rock :)
im out, stay cool homies, and dont forget to brush your teeth.
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