The Confession. (ONESHOT)
Title: The Confession.
Author: ameshizuku
Chapter(s): 1/1
Pairing(s): Shou x Hiroto
Rating: PG
Diclaimer: As much as I would love to own them...(;_;)I don't, just the action and story
The darkness of the night crept in as a startled little guitarist hid in the closet. He was in the hotel room alone because the rest of them left for a night at a bar with the manager without waking him up. The reason why he's in the closet was because they were playing hide and go ditch Hiroto because he's the youngest boy in the band.
Soon enough still hiding the little boy fell asleep only to find himself draped in darkness and still silence. The brunette cried for a bit being and reached for his flashing phone behind him seeing his text message.
It read:
_____
"7:20 pm:
Pon u can come out...now we r @ the bar
c u
-Nao"
_________
"Damn those jerks! I hate them all!!"
He pouted being left behind. On top of that, the message was only like about two hours old! Hiroto never liked being left out of things, especially when it was night time when the dark sparks with mystery. Then what he said echoed into his ears.
"Did Shou leave too?" His big secret was his loving relation with Shou. He never knew how to express it.
"I-I can't hate Shou....I just can't...."
Hiroto's voice echoed in his mind as tears of loneliness slipped from his lashes. He hugged his own frame as he stepped out of his hiding spot.
"Why am I alone? If Shou cared he would have stayed!"
Hiroto's eyebrows furrowed as he slid down sitting in front of his bedroom door. For Hiroto, being alone was so scary, he just felt unloved, unimportant, neglected. He sobbed even more until the door creaked opened right behind him.
"H-Hiroto??!!"
Shou whispered out in his sleepy voice. Hiroto saw the blonde's shadow hovering over his frame. The guitarist wiped his tears hastily and shot up. "Dai jobu??"
Shou opened his door and stepped towards Hiroto. "Why are you crying??"
Hiroto was a blushing mess with a wet face. He sniffled and plastered a smile on his mouth. "I-I'm okay. and I-"
Shou grabbed his hand as the brunette was about to take a step back. Hiroto's heart raced inside. "Pon...I know you....I'm not stupid....come on....."
The vocalist pulled the guitarist to take a seat on his bed. Hiroto shielded his face from Shou's sight with his hands as Shou lied down next to Hiroto's side.
"Pon.....please....don't be like this....you're not alone here...I'm here ne??"
Hiroto shook his head. "I-"
Shou reached up and turned Hiroto's face to face his own. "Look at me when you talk please...."
The guitarist turned his face to the other direction and stood up with his head bowed. He stepped to face Shou's body and started. "Pon..."
"Shou...I-I can't hold this any longer....I-I...." The blonde stood up and grabbed his band mate's arms.
"What?"
"I-I'm in love with someone..."
When those words reached Shou's ears he dropped the younger boy and sat on his bed again.
"Well....good for you...." His tone was apathetic yet it had a hint of envy. "Get out...."
Hiroto gave Shou a confused look. "I said get out...." Hiroto stayed put planting his feet where they were.
"Now HIROTO!"
"But Shou I..." The blonde got up and pushed Hiroto's frame out towards the door.
"Shou what's wrong with you?! Are you jealous?!" The guitarist tried to fight back.. Shou pushed even harder on to the reluctant frame.
"Go away....got to your lover and leave me...."
The younger boy could see the tears in Shou's eyes. His own vision started to blur. "Shou I can't!"
"Go! Your lover awaits you.....go away....you don't need me!"
Shou didn't have much strength to push Hiroto as he tried to hold in his tears.
Hiroto finally blurted out."WHAT ARE YOU DOING!! YOU ARE MY LOVER SHOU!" The vocalist stopped his actions.
"YES SHOU! I am IN LOVE with no one else but YOU! I-I can never say it....I just cower away...."
Shou was silent as he moved back to his bed.
"If you loved me you wouldn't wait either!!"
Still silence came from the vocalist.
"It hurts when you're not saying anything Shou! I just want to be loved....I can't handle this silence!"
The darkness settled in as the silent tears streamed down both boys' cheeks. Hiroto's yelling made him weak as he fell to his knees and cried hugging his own frame hoping for warm arms to cuddle in. In his sorrowful sobbing he felt as if he was being held by his mom. So safe, secure, and loving.
Hiroto longed to feel this again. He looked at the body wrapped around him. Shou smiled and gently pressed his lover's head against his chest letting him sob some more. Hiroto clenched on to the vocalist's shirt and wiped his tears with it. Shou got up and guided them both to the bed to sit. There was an awkward silence for a bit until Shou spoke out.
"So....you love me?"
Hiroto nodded wiping his damp eyes. Shou giggled.
"You know...."
He pulled Hiroto's chin and turned his face to meet his eyes. Shou's face leaned in closer and he smiled. "You're the one I love.... the one I have loved..."
Hiroto's cheeks flushed as he cried out into Shou's chest. Shou patted his back and held him closer. This was just nice, he felt so safe, so needed, so in love. Hiroto pulled away and looked up.
Before he could speak a single word, Shou had already stolen his lips from letting them escape. The guitarist's heart raced inside his chest as he too tip-toed a little deepening their kiss. His arms wrapped around Shou's frame pulling him closer.
Not being able to hold them back both boys could feel their tears fall and wet their shirts. Pretty soon Hiroto found himself beneath Shou's body. The blonde pulled away and caressed Hiroto's cheek.
"You know you're really beautiful right?"
Tears just streamed down his eyes, for Hiroto couldn't find any words to piece how he was feeling right now, or how Shou made him feel. The older simple kissed his tears away and grinned.
"You'll always be beautiful.... My Hiroto."
Hiroto reached up to touch Shou's face, but the other started to fade away. The younger's eyes widened.
"Shou!"
Shou's fading image smiled back as his voice echoed.
"My hiroto.... my Hiroto.... my Hiroto...."
Everything around Hiroto began to disappear, and Shou's faint face was now entirely gone. His voice was still echoing within the empty darkness. Hiroto was now sobbing with his arms empty opened reaching for the darkness. He wanted Shou's frame against his own again. He cried more. His heart shattered.
"Shou!" ~
"Pon?!"
Hiroto opened his eyes and went bug eyed. There he was, cradled safely in Shou's arms. His cheeks flushed.
"How long have you've been in there?!"
All the younger one could do was sob and cling onto Shou's frame. Shou looked at Hiroto confused but shrugged. "Shhhh it's okay Hiroto. It was just a dream!"
That part broke Hiroto's heart a little. After all that confession, and still nothing. He cried some more. Shou patted his head. "I'm here Pon... I'll always be here..."
The guitarist nodded and hugged him. Shou couldn't do anything but to hug him closer just to make sure Hiroto knew he wasn't going anywhere. The vocalist leaned down and pecked Hiroto's cheek.
"I'll promise to love you ne?"
Hiroto pulled away and wiped his eyes looking at Shou who nodded. And just like his dream, before any words could escape his lips, they were already stolen by Shou's. Hiroto smiled in his heart and held on to Shou kissing him back.
The guitarist's heart raced and Shou pulled away and smiled. "Do you love me too?"
Hiroto giggled a little and kissed Shou as his answer. The vocalist brought Hiroto to their bedroom and snuggled up together and fell asleep.
~ fin ~