So..
The only reason today didn't totally suck ass with Josh being at work is because my mom came up for the day lol
She was able to distract me, even though I found myself constantly checking my phone to see if I got a response or heard from him. @_@
We ended up buying me a small greenhouse, two chairs, and a nice table for my patio. I'm so excited! Now all I need is to get the chinese lanterns from Pier1 and put in some red and orange bulbs and maybe get a wind chime. I also bought some starter soil pods, a few medium pots to start some lily bulbs in, and various herbs. For the herbs, I bought a red ceramic herb planter that is just adorable. I can't wait for the weather to warm up enough to be able to enjoy the outside with my plants, sunshine, and my table. It'll be great for art, reading, sleeping, or homework. Oh, and of course hookah (:
Tomorrow in between/after my classes I'll work on getting some of the flowers and herbs started. I miss Josh like it hurts, I'm so ready to just be successful in life so we can be together all the time. I think a lot of our problems would be solved if we were actually able to LIVE in each other's lives, not just in each other's weekends or days off. I'm setting up meetings to discuss changing my major again and possibly enrolling in summer and fall courses. I think a few of the business courses are offered during the summer, which would be nice if I could get them out of the way to really get caught up. I'm nervous about minoring in Art, but I really want to try. I know some of it might be way over my head, but hey, it'll force me to practice and to learn. I really feel this might be the right decision for me, and it's tons more flexible than a science major, in my opinion, as far as careers.
This Spring weather is really getting to me. I just want to cuddle, be painfully overly loving to Josh and the cats and jsut...ARGH TWITTERPATED.
Redoing Flo's cheeks...again. Too much curve on the first time, I finally have Sabicus's head in my possession, so I can use that as kind of a model. Other artwork is on it's way, I'm just trying to surface above the Chemistry load. If I can manage that and get past the headache and the fatigue, expect some art soon.
She was able to distract me, even though I found myself constantly checking my phone to see if I got a response or heard from him. @_@
We ended up buying me a small greenhouse, two chairs, and a nice table for my patio. I'm so excited! Now all I need is to get the chinese lanterns from Pier1 and put in some red and orange bulbs and maybe get a wind chime. I also bought some starter soil pods, a few medium pots to start some lily bulbs in, and various herbs. For the herbs, I bought a red ceramic herb planter that is just adorable. I can't wait for the weather to warm up enough to be able to enjoy the outside with my plants, sunshine, and my table. It'll be great for art, reading, sleeping, or homework. Oh, and of course hookah (:
Tomorrow in between/after my classes I'll work on getting some of the flowers and herbs started. I miss Josh like it hurts, I'm so ready to just be successful in life so we can be together all the time. I think a lot of our problems would be solved if we were actually able to LIVE in each other's lives, not just in each other's weekends or days off. I'm setting up meetings to discuss changing my major again and possibly enrolling in summer and fall courses. I think a few of the business courses are offered during the summer, which would be nice if I could get them out of the way to really get caught up. I'm nervous about minoring in Art, but I really want to try. I know some of it might be way over my head, but hey, it'll force me to practice and to learn. I really feel this might be the right decision for me, and it's tons more flexible than a science major, in my opinion, as far as careers.
This Spring weather is really getting to me. I just want to cuddle, be painfully overly loving to Josh and the cats and jsut...ARGH TWITTERPATED.
Redoing Flo's cheeks...again. Too much curve on the first time, I finally have Sabicus's head in my possession, so I can use that as kind of a model. Other artwork is on it's way, I'm just trying to surface above the Chemistry load. If I can manage that and get past the headache and the fatigue, expect some art soon.