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OMG!!!!! my new shrink is so fucking cute and sexy and young, he is a resident. actually i saw two residents at the same time. shit we could have had a good three-way. needless to say they are going to be providing me with my ever going mental health needs. i did get to speak to the attending doctor and he wants to eventually work with me to get me off the Klonopin since its SO addictive. hey i think thats great but its going to be a fucking bitch going thru withdrawls from the klonopin, i have done it once before but back then i had taken it for over 10 years and was in the last couple of years taking 2mg tablets 4 times a day. ZOMBIE
we decided to go ahead and put me back on the Lamictal since i had been on it before and it helped me in a good way. its a mood-stabilizer, so i wont have such extreme mood swings from mania to depression. will just be somewhere's in the middle. YAY.
i got to see old nurses up there that i had worked with in the past and that was way cool.
then i had to wait a mother fucking goddamn hour for medical transport to come and pick my ass up and bring me home. so i just cranked the volume on my iPod and jammed out to Rammstein.
next month im going to see if russell wont give me a lift cause my appt is at 11am and i wont be able to use mothers car, cause i could be late picking her up and she wouldnt be fucking happy at all. so we will see.
now im waiting for Russell to come pick me up and take me to the pantry to get a few things. then back home and show him what the tv in the living room is sitting on, then we are going to Kmart to look at this kick ass tv stand i spotted. i got to measure the two open slots to see if i can get mom's dvd player in their. if it will work for me, russell is going to put it on his cc and then take me to ASB so i can withdrawl some money from savings to pay him back and about $60 for me to put into my checking account tomorrow when im out and about. cause i have an appt to see my PCP in the morning.
im more proud of myself for not freaking out and canceling medical transport and the whole doctor's appt this morning. they did call the house last night to remind me, then this morning the dispatcher called me to make sure i was going to go. i thought that was cool of them to do that shit.
well im off, im hauling ass on prescription speed.
we decided to go ahead and put me back on the Lamictal since i had been on it before and it helped me in a good way. its a mood-stabilizer, so i wont have such extreme mood swings from mania to depression. will just be somewhere's in the middle. YAY.
i got to see old nurses up there that i had worked with in the past and that was way cool.
then i had to wait a mother fucking goddamn hour for medical transport to come and pick my ass up and bring me home. so i just cranked the volume on my iPod and jammed out to Rammstein.
next month im going to see if russell wont give me a lift cause my appt is at 11am and i wont be able to use mothers car, cause i could be late picking her up and she wouldnt be fucking happy at all. so we will see.
now im waiting for Russell to come pick me up and take me to the pantry to get a few things. then back home and show him what the tv in the living room is sitting on, then we are going to Kmart to look at this kick ass tv stand i spotted. i got to measure the two open slots to see if i can get mom's dvd player in their. if it will work for me, russell is going to put it on his cc and then take me to ASB so i can withdrawl some money from savings to pay him back and about $60 for me to put into my checking account tomorrow when im out and about. cause i have an appt to see my PCP in the morning.
im more proud of myself for not freaking out and canceling medical transport and the whole doctor's appt this morning. they did call the house last night to remind me, then this morning the dispatcher called me to make sure i was going to go. i thought that was cool of them to do that shit.
well im off, im hauling ass on prescription speed.