OMG I LEFT...
So now it's official, i left school today! It was my last full day! OMG! *Cries* I can't believe it's been 4 years since i started that school and made all those friends. 4 years of making friends, falling out and making friends again... I'ma miss them all so much. I took loads of pictures and loads of me and my maties. A few of me and Stefan =P and there's one of April and Aaron but I have a picture of AARON!! Ahhh, *squeals* Time seems to have passed to quickly and I don't know what I'ma do with myself. Stefan kept hugging my today, I needed it, I tried not to cry and I did a little but I managed to stop myself. OMG, I need a hug now... where's Stefan when you need him. I managed to get no pictures or anything of Sean because he went home and so did Leonie so i didn't get any pictures with or of them... :(
I feel so weird, I don't know how to explain it, I made sure that today I was a crazy as I usually am so everyone will remember me. Ahh I smell of Stefan :) It's all been so hectic today, we had our first exam today and I don't know if I did that well, I did try... I'm eating a drinking the first things of the day now at 2.05 pm but I feel like i'ma throw it all back up. I've left school... I don't know what to do... ahh, i'm repeating myself but it's all too surreal. When you first start you can't wait to leave and now I'm gone... I'm glad to have left but now I have to go to a new place and meet new people... ahhh. College it gonna be so fun...
I'm sat trying to calm myself down with a bottle of budweiser lol and a packet of crisps and a cheese sandwich lmao. I just wish that loads of people didn't go home, it was no fun, I can't believe Leonie sometimes the silly cow...I think Stace is the person i'm most glad was there with me, we were dancing and crying and just goofing around and having pictures taken with everyone!! I hope more people come to the leavers ball because i really wanna go and have a good time. I think it's stupid that we have to buy tickets though, because so many people forget but i got mine today and i'm going and its going to be so fun.
Ok so i guess I have a few more exams and then this is where life starts, go to college make new friends, get a job, get money and travel the world LOL. Or so I wish... I can't believe it... I need a hug... It started raining a little but i hid my shirt so it was ok. In old tradition I got told off for the crudeness on my shirt... LMAO. It was really funny I thought. Loads of people signed my leavers book. What Dave wrote was really sweet... I have alot more numbers and MSN adresses so it's cool.
Anyways I'ma leave it at that or i'll be writing forever... I have a week off now Thank God.
Loads of Love
Ames
xxx