Feb 08, 2005 22:33
mannnn it's only tuesday. i really hope i'm not doing too bad in mrs.rat's class...the essay is probably going to kill my grade more than it already is. and i know my grades suck in world history. i don't know what i'm going to do about that...maybe i'll see if i can retake some things so i can raise it a little at least. i used to complain when i didn't get an A, but now all i want to do is pass. since i started high school my grades sropped so much. i don't know why...i was just as big of a procrastinartor in middle school and elementry (which is sad), as i am now. i can't stand it how everything we do now effects our whole life. that's the stupidest thing ever.
so anyways...on saturday i'm going to mrs.gonzalez's baby shower. (that was my fourth grade teacher by the way.) cheyne was supposed to go with me since we were both in her class and we've been friends since before fourth grade and stuff. i was excited that we were going to see her together, but she has a dance competition to go to.
spring break needs to get here soon. i want to just fast forward through the next few weeks. that would be so weird if life was like a vcr, like where you could fast forward and rewind and relive things or go back and change things, or just pause. i think i would use pause the most.
i wonder what the actual definition of perfect is...it's like one of those indiscribable words, but you still know what it is. and if life was perfect, would we know it? since everyone's idea of perfect is different, is perfect actually possible?