Sep 18, 2004 22:48
hey all so ya i've been thinking a lot in the past week or so and u guys kno me thinking usually leads to bad things or putting myself down things, but this is a good one. I just wanna give a BIG thanx to all my friends and family. The past few months have been rough for me mentally.Between thinking about summa coming to an end, to being lonely to worrying about others, and telling myself and making myself sick about being fat u guys have all been there through thick and thin and i hope and assume u will all be there for me for the rest of our lives. I just want to thank u all for doing the things u do for me, from letting me talk to u about my issues to telling me about ur issues so that i may help in some way. As much as this may seem like a huge gesture of gratitude i can never thank u guys enough for what u have done for me, and how much better u have made my seemingly boring lonely life. but now i think that i will try and hopefully one by one i can thank u each.
KATRINA- what can i say u have been my best friend since 3rd grade. its kind of ironic that our parents were best friends and we didn't kno it. u have been there for me for me calling u at all hours and days just cause i needed to tell somebody something to coming on family trips with ur second family!!lol u have always been there for me and i hope that will never change!!! I love u so much babe!!!
SAMANTHA-i don't kno what to say i can't remember when i met u but u have been there to listen to me. ur hyper personality just kept me going and at times there was drama but in the end our friendship came out victorious!! I love u lots babe!!!
STEPHANIE- god u always have something funny to say to brighten my day. even though we have only known each other for the past couple years i feel as tho i have known u forever. u are ther during my sad times and self pity times to the times that things really great happen. I hope that never changes and we will be friends forever!!love u chicky!
ps-u "introduced" me to nick even though already knew him and that makes u all the better!!!!
JILL- umm..... ya well i'm just gonna say it ur my horny jew!!! and i love u for it!! u are always there to talk to me even if i don't want to and u make me!! u are there to solve my problems reguardless of what the outcome may be. i love u babe and don't ever change!!
NICK- i just "met" u this past year even though i have gone to school with u since kindergarten and already knew of u!! i can't say how much it means to me to have met u and gotten to kno u so well just in the past few months. I'm really glad that u feel u can talk to me and tell me ur problems and fears. to me that it the highest for of flattery when someone can entrust u with some of there most secret problems and fears. U are one of the greatest and most sincere guys i have had the privilege to meet. don't let anyone tell u otherwise! and as far as looks go don't even think of putting urself down cause as i have already said to ur face ur hot. hotter than hell in fact and just the fact that i said that should make u feel 200x better!!! I love u soooo much !!!!!
ALICIA- i dunno u are just a great person. u have th heart of a lion but the size of a mouse. ur always there to put us in line and to hug us when we need it and i love u for it !!!
love ya lots chica!!!
MARCY- lord the number of cellphone minutes we used up even when i was a home!! u are such a genuine person u are always there to say "are u ok" and to bitch anyone else who makes me feel bad! we went out all the time even tho u live n east bumfuck and we had a blast!! i hope we can be friends forever!!
love you babe!!
MARYBETH- god i never got to see u last year i feel like we lost touch. but now this yer is in full swing and i know that we will get back to the way it used to be . ur such a caring person and i love u bunches!!!!!
ABBY- i know the past year was tough fir u and sam but i'm glad it al workked out and we are all frinds again!! u are always there to console me and to make me laugh. I hope that that will never change!!!! love ya babe!!
JENN- i kno ur going through a lot of shit right now and i don't hafta tell u how sorry i am. u are a hilarious person and u are always there for me!! u always have a home at my house!! i love you babe!!
JESS K- i<3 u there is really no more to say!!!!lol
JESS G- we have knd of lost touch ova the summa but i think as soon as school settles is we will be back in the swing of things!!! i love u babe!!
JESS C- u were there when i needed to talk and u helped sam through some hard times i hope that we will be friends forever!!!Love ya lots!!!
AMANDA- I LOVE YOU !!! that sentence never ment so much to me till u screamed it at me for the first time !!! i love u 2!!!
COSTA- throgh good and bad times u have pulled through and still u seem to have such a good outlook on life. ur weird sounds and love of anime make u all the better!! love ya man!!!
LIZ- liz u are always singing!! i love that about u even when times may get rough and thing look like they couldn't get any worse u always have a sont to sing to get urself through it!!!
I love ya babe!!!
MARK- god i love i u always are there to hug and talk to and it is always fun wheni hug u and my head rests on ur chest and i can nap!!! lol i love u bunches babe!!!
- to my new freshy friend paul keep goin with ur extensive vocabulary and i hope to become great friends!!lol
to the people i missed or havn't gotten to know as well yet i'm sorry u mean just as much to me as every one else maybe even more as time goes on!! i just hope this little blurb can show some semblence of how much i love u all. u all mean the world to me and i really couldn't live without u as corny as it may seem i am serious. my life would be hell right now if i didn't have u all and i thank u for ur love!!!
LOVE YA LOTS!!!
AMY