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i'm having a motivational problem.
i just can't make myself get up and go to school lately. i'm sure my art hist. teacher won't let me make up the few quizes i missed, i should just drop that class now, and re do it later. i NEED to go to Ali's class again and get caught up, i think she'll let me. and i'm just about caught up in sues. even though she doesn't ever 'get' my pictures. she can't grade on that can she? no. they're good i think. and mike argues with her during the crits for me cuz i dont like to i just tell her what i think and why i do and shes like i dont see that.. well maybe cuz she's a blind stupid computer animator not a photographer?! gr.
anyways. i'm going to go home tonight. Maybe seeing my mommy and daddy for a bit will help. i miss them tooo much. :( we're still not sure if we're going to live with caleb or find our own place yet. his roomates havent said if they're moving out or not yet.
i'm hooked on ebay. i keep ordering stupid little things for me, like buttons. i'm getting a set of Six Feet Under (tv) ones and Empire Records ones. and i got mel daria magnets, and myself a 2 year subscription to American Photo for 8 bucks. and Joe a 2 year subscription to Cargo for 4.99. And I'm waiting to find out if i won my cute doc. clogs! oi! i have a problem. i cant save my money, and i don't go to class?! next quarter i promise to be motivated and get there on time and everything! this is my slacker quarter. i just hope ali isn't too pissed i haven't been there for like 2 weeks. but she missed that time too to do a shoot somewhere forgien. so there.
well i'm going to finish my mix cd and hit the road.
i just can't make myself get up and go to school lately. i'm sure my art hist. teacher won't let me make up the few quizes i missed, i should just drop that class now, and re do it later. i NEED to go to Ali's class again and get caught up, i think she'll let me. and i'm just about caught up in sues. even though she doesn't ever 'get' my pictures. she can't grade on that can she? no. they're good i think. and mike argues with her during the crits for me cuz i dont like to i just tell her what i think and why i do and shes like i dont see that.. well maybe cuz she's a blind stupid computer animator not a photographer?! gr.
anyways. i'm going to go home tonight. Maybe seeing my mommy and daddy for a bit will help. i miss them tooo much. :( we're still not sure if we're going to live with caleb or find our own place yet. his roomates havent said if they're moving out or not yet.
i'm hooked on ebay. i keep ordering stupid little things for me, like buttons. i'm getting a set of Six Feet Under (tv) ones and Empire Records ones. and i got mel daria magnets, and myself a 2 year subscription to American Photo for 8 bucks. and Joe a 2 year subscription to Cargo for 4.99. And I'm waiting to find out if i won my cute doc. clogs! oi! i have a problem. i cant save my money, and i don't go to class?! next quarter i promise to be motivated and get there on time and everything! this is my slacker quarter. i just hope ali isn't too pissed i haven't been there for like 2 weeks. but she missed that time too to do a shoot somewhere forgien. so there.
well i'm going to finish my mix cd and hit the road.