Give me Time
After a year of being a bumbum and doing nothing but part-time jobs and coming home idly wasting my time drawing, life hits pretty hard when you decide to start again. In a way I feel more.. alive, at the same time I feel like I just want to be a cheesecake xD.
Travel time and study time take my time away from drawing, and it makes me uber sad. Like really really sad. But it must be done. I realized I shouldn't be typing this LJ, but should be doing what I should be doing: studying.. buuut recently I thought a bit about how I should get serious with life and stop drawing. Serious times don't have room for drawing times. At least that's what I thought. I was pretty encouraged by e1njuwannakno who braves teaching 3 classes at 3 different school with 3012985 traveling hours in between, but still decides that comics must be made. That really touched me, and encouraged me to work hard at it too. I might not be able to draw as much as I want to, but I can still draw. :'> It's become such a big part of my life, and I feel so relaxed and good when I do it. I love the friends I've been able to meet on dA and LJ and where ever else because of this. I can't possibly give it up. But what do I want to do with it now, I dunno... we'll have to see :) I'm just glad I made the decision to keep going.
As for my new program~ hehe I was reminded that my goal was to become a really good acupunturer to treat athletes, and one day follow them to the olympics LOL!
Also been having strange dreams lately :D but i'm glad zodiku has stranger ones.
ETA- IT'S FINALLY NOT OVER 30C IN CANADAAA <3333 AUTUMN <333
Travel time and study time take my time away from drawing, and it makes me uber sad. Like really really sad. But it must be done. I realized I shouldn't be typing this LJ, but should be doing what I should be doing: studying.. buuut recently I thought a bit about how I should get serious with life and stop drawing. Serious times don't have room for drawing times. At least that's what I thought. I was pretty encouraged by e1njuwannakno who braves teaching 3 classes at 3 different school with 3012985 traveling hours in between, but still decides that comics must be made. That really touched me, and encouraged me to work hard at it too. I might not be able to draw as much as I want to, but I can still draw. :'> It's become such a big part of my life, and I feel so relaxed and good when I do it. I love the friends I've been able to meet on dA and LJ and where ever else because of this. I can't possibly give it up. But what do I want to do with it now, I dunno... we'll have to see :) I'm just glad I made the decision to keep going.
As for my new program~ hehe I was reminded that my goal was to become a really good acupunturer to treat athletes, and one day follow them to the olympics LOL!
Also been having strange dreams lately :D but i'm glad zodiku has stranger ones.
ETA- IT'S FINALLY NOT OVER 30C IN CANADAAA <3333 AUTUMN <333