Jul 22, 2005 09:51
well i've had a pretty shitty week so far. on saturday mattt, srj, and steve showed up at my house and played basketball. on sunday, matt and srj showed up again and played some more stupid basketball. i was going to go over to matt's, and he was going to call me when he and srj were done cleaning, but they souldn't get a hold of me, and i had to work the next morning. then on monday we were all going to go to the movies, and then everyone decided to go to steve's house instead. steve was on his way to come get me when my parents decided to not let me go. then steve called me at 11, and wanted to tell me somthing, but i was sleeping, so i talked to him the next morning and he told me about darby and matt. then i talked to lana about it, and cried. then i went out to get ice cream with steve. when we were at custard cup andrea called me. i was mad at her because i needed her to be there for me and tell me it was going to be okay and to screw the bastard, like she did when it happened with peter. plus i was in a really bad mood, and to make matters worse it was also that time of the month. i'm fine with the whole thing, at least matt called and told me himself, instead of letting me find out from my friends. thankfully i'm going on vacation next week and that will help me forget about all this. and i get to see ALL my relatives on bothsides, and my neighbors who just moved to NY that i love and miss a ton. softball ended way early last night because of the storm which was awesome because i really didn't want to be there in the first place. ashley called me around midnight and we talked about matt, and lana, brack, and chase. apparently they had an interesting night last night.
sometimes it's hard to be around andrea when she's with darby and marissa because they are so close and have all these memories together. it reminds me of how me and ena used to be and i miss that. the whole group of them, matt, srj, ben, andrew, steve, andrea, darby, and marissa reminds me of the old franklin group, me, ena, jamie, dina, martin, peter, sharajonie, and everyone else. that reminds me, marty called me the other night. i talked to him for a few minutes and he said, "it sounds like you need a hug." and i hadn't said a word about matt. i miss him. i got this e-mail today and thought it was sad. some people could learn a lot from it...
This is really sad. If you have problems in your relationships, try and fix them. Dont pretend its okay. Dont push your girls away, they are everything to you. Maybe the best thing for you. Listen to them, Treat them like princesses, go out of your way once and a while for them, take care of them when they are sad, and dont let go.
Girl: hey baby i want to show you....
Boy: ( cutting her off ) ugh i'm so mad
Girl: why? whats wrong ?
Boy: ugh everything
Girl: explain baby
Boy: just lost a championship game,
parents flipped out on me for no reason,
and im catching a cold
Girl: well hey there will always be other games,
you know ill take care of you when your sick,
what your parents flip about ?
Boy: they are making me pay them for a car repair
Girl: is it alot of money
Boy: no it just sucks
Boy: but hey i dont feel well im going to go lay down
Boy: bye
Girl: wait i want to give you some...
Boy: cant it wait til tommorow ?
Girl: yeah sure
Girl: bye
Boy: bye
2 hours later a friend of hers asks her to go for a drive ...she goes.....
her friend swerved to avoid a truck....hitting a tree instead
her friend was killed instantly....shes in critical condition
This is the conversation between her sister and her boyfriend
Sister: omg ( crying )
Boy: what? whats wrong ?
Sister: my sister...your gf was involved in a major car wreck
Boy: is she ok ? ?????
Sister: shes in critical condition
Boy: i'll be there in 10 minutes
He shows up to the hospital room ...standing outside the door
going over the last conversation in his mind over and over as he
heard the machines beep and beep and breathing tubes pump
Boy: she wanted to give me something or tell me something
Girls mom: yeah this...
it was an envelope smelling like she did sealed with a kiss in lipstick
he opened it.....
it said ..... your everything to me....i love you with everything i am
and everything i have...i want to spend the rest of my life with you
sealed in it was a ripped movie ticket from the first movie they went to
and the first picture they took together
he kissed the picture as a tear fell from his face onto the picture
it looked as if in the picture she was crying
then the machines flatlined....3 minutes later she was pronounced dead
If you have any heart...any soul...or want to be happy you will repost this.
if you care for someone ...do not let something like this ever happen
Post this in the next 200 seconds and you WILL have THE best
day of your life THIS SATURDAY.