statistics rant + i miss my boyfriend.
what. the fuck. i just spent an hour reading these damn statistics chapters for the class that i'm taking IN ADDITION TO MY 40 HOUR WORKWEEK and i haven't retained a goddamned thing...i have NO idea how to do these problems. statistics and i are breaking up, right now. i hate hate hate statistics. it doesn't stick in my head the way calc did, and i keep thinking that there's got to be a calculus way of figuring out all this shit that would make things finally make sense, but i can't find/understand it. anyway. it's stressing me out and i don't like it.
in other news, chris is gone again and i hate that as well. sometimes it's just really hard to say goodbye, even when i know i'll see him again soon. and that sucks. i try to remember that the next time i see him, we'll be on our way to st martin...but even that doesn't help. weekends are not enough and i just am so tired of this distance thing.
so. a grumpy evening. probably not helped by my two glasses of wine. bah, humbug.
in other news, chris is gone again and i hate that as well. sometimes it's just really hard to say goodbye, even when i know i'll see him again soon. and that sucks. i try to remember that the next time i see him, we'll be on our way to st martin...but even that doesn't help. weekends are not enough and i just am so tired of this distance thing.
so. a grumpy evening. probably not helped by my two glasses of wine. bah, humbug.