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i have never actually felt like quitting before
but the thought of having to get into shape
and having to go out running
just doesnt appeal to me anymore
i have no ambition to get ready for the season
its only july and i already hate it
i think thats a bad sign
there are so many other things i could do
with those 2 hours
i could work
go to the gym
volunteer
attend more meetings
focus on school
i love field hockey but is it really worth it?
should i stick with it
or just quit while i can and do other things?