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as i sit here and wonder why you broke off the engagement i can't help but think, maybe this is what the world wants for you maybe it's gods way of telling you that when hes ready he will let you know. As you sit here and tell me there just wasn't something right, i can't help but wonder, if i'm the right one, am i the one god wants you to wait for, or is it just in my head. it's funny how you can be a million miles away, but your still right here in my heart, no matter what
for some reason, i have become so much closer to god lately, i feel like no matter what, thats where i am always turning, i cant help but be in love with the way god has given his all to us people, i feel like it is now my turn to return the favor. I love the feeling of no matter what being able to look deep inside my heart and there is god waititng to tell me the answer, just waiting for me to figure out my life, to trust him to make the decisions for me. I believe god has my life planned out for me, but in order to get there i need to figure it out myself. I'm ready for the ride, but please god, guide me through