tonight sucks

[amermamers]

essay
take home midterm
things
back hurts like a bitch
red bull addiction
ugly
stupid
lack of snes playing
expensive groceries
havent skied in ages
i dont have my wilderness first aid or cpr training
i miss scott valley
i miss the way things used to be
the way life used to be
tears
stupid me
stupid stupid
stop

put me out of my misery, just let me sleep off this hell that is my mind

come on, oh my star is fading
and I see no chance of release
and I know I’m dead on the surface
but I am screaming underneath

and time is on your side
its on your side now
not pushing you down
and all around, no
it’s no cause for concern

coldplay helps a little, i admit