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My Dad asked me if I hate my family that much or if I love my job that much, since I am never home.
Haha. They just don't understand. I don't hate them nor do I "love" my job. I like my job but I don't LOVE it. But I spend so much time here so that I can get to the bigger picture.
The bigger picture???
Overtime and long extended weekends or vacation so I can spend a bit of time with Joey either there or here when he is able to come.
Long distance relationships are not easy. At least with us I know there is an end in sight. But right now I am kind of enjoying a little bit of breathing room. Before he left he was jobless and carless - since we sold his car, knowing he was leaving. Being jobless meant he had lots of time to kill and being carless meant he had no way to get around - but ME. So I became a little smothered if you will. So this space has helped me to recover from that. Although I do miss him of course. It is hard to explain really.
I have been kind of at a stand still on the wedding front. I have been putting off finding a dress because I don't know what type of dress I want and I am dreading having to be fitted. But I know that at some point I have to do it. Especiallly because I cannot decide the style of my wedding until I have a dress style. ie - style of bridesmaides dresses, type of flowers and decorations. I guess I just have to jump in head first at some point. I am on vacation at the end of this month/early November so I will be making my rounds about that time. wish me luck!
Haha. They just don't understand. I don't hate them nor do I "love" my job. I like my job but I don't LOVE it. But I spend so much time here so that I can get to the bigger picture.
The bigger picture???
Overtime and long extended weekends or vacation so I can spend a bit of time with Joey either there or here when he is able to come.
Long distance relationships are not easy. At least with us I know there is an end in sight. But right now I am kind of enjoying a little bit of breathing room. Before he left he was jobless and carless - since we sold his car, knowing he was leaving. Being jobless meant he had lots of time to kill and being carless meant he had no way to get around - but ME. So I became a little smothered if you will. So this space has helped me to recover from that. Although I do miss him of course. It is hard to explain really.
I have been kind of at a stand still on the wedding front. I have been putting off finding a dress because I don't know what type of dress I want and I am dreading having to be fitted. But I know that at some point I have to do it. Especiallly because I cannot decide the style of my wedding until I have a dress style. ie - style of bridesmaides dresses, type of flowers and decorations. I guess I just have to jump in head first at some point. I am on vacation at the end of this month/early November so I will be making my rounds about that time. wish me luck!