you can't help me, god help you.
so the weekend with jill was amazing. i love having her here with me. i loved having her expierince things with me. some crazy stuff happened that made me really drained. there was some drama. but whats new.. all in all it was so much fun. Her leaving last night was by far the crappiest part of the weekend. Earlier yesterday i took a picture of em on her phone with me holding a sign that said i <3 you , don't leave! and she looked at her phone right before she left and we both cried.. it sucked. but then she called me on her way home and i felt better. later last night was so hectic and emotional, but i'm hoping eveything is ok now. i love that i have amazig friends to help me out. and i love that drew knows me soooo well! serisoully, i don't even have to say anything. he just knows. and sam said something really great to me last night that Im so thankful for. ( that kid is great. not only is he all around awesome.. but he helped me set up my drums yesterday!!!)
so i was really really stressed last night and was feeling really sick so i stayed home from school today. i needed a day off. but today has been nothing short of amazing. i started the day off well with talking to jill at 5 oclock in the morning. After talking to her i went back to sleep and woke up at two and got online.. as soon as i got online my day started looking up.. i talked to drew and he made me feel ALOT better, then i got asked to prom, which is really exciting.. and then a package came in the mail.. and my mom handed it to me.. and said this is for you.. and she said i hope its in english. so i was really confused. but i opened it and it was the complete first season of the OC! but the cover was in chinese!!! hahah she got it off ebay and didn't fully read the discription.. all she read was brand new.. but after laughing at her for a while.. we put it in and all the dvds were in english. so my mom is amazing for that cause I've wanted it soo bad for a while. I'm soo encrediably proud of jesse. He is so strong. I love that kid so much.
now i'm jsut really happy and i want to watch the OC.
love/ love/ love/