So much for good will power
I had the best time at Ryane's house. Chuckels asked me if we hooked up and All I can say is I wish. I like Ryane and I think she is very pretty. There is just something about her that I can't leave alone. I think that she is the coolest girl Chuck knows well me being on the same level of course. I wish I was older so I could go to clubs. I guess I am just going to have to get a fake I.D. I am at work right now and Chuck is boring me. I think that love and lust is to complicated for the exremley "mature" after all we can't all be thirty. I am not haveing a good morning or day for that matter. "That is why you love her it turns off pain". (:wumpscut:,turns off pain) Anyways, I love me. My parents are gone again and hopefully Chuck and Ryan are coming over. I am farely sad right now maybe tonight will be better. I want the evil troll to dissappear out of my life as well as a select few. At least I am not ugly and I am well proportioned. So there! Well remember to love me. Remeber no matter how skinny you are or how depressed you are never result in spandex of any color.