my life is dreamt and still taken as a nightmare
Today is a descent day. My friend ditz came over and we went swimming. She is the best. I am farely tired. I happy though, cause my best friend and i are spending all of tuesday together. He read my live journal. I wonder what he is going to say tomorrow. I did take pictures and as soon as I get to a scanner I will put them on. I am satisfied in such away that not even the worst orgasm could ruin it. I looked so good on saturday let me tell you. I would have so totally fucked myself. Then again who wouldn't? I miss my chuckels he with his girlfriend tonight. I feel she does not care for me partly cause she is twice my age(almost). I do not if she thinks I am immature. At the beginning I was threatend by her. I was afraid she was going to take away the man that I looked up to and admired. I guess I am okay. I do not care what Chuck says I know she does not care for me. Well remember to love me.