Disappointment is everything.
I am sick and tired of this everyday happy bullshit. I am having a lot of fun at Ana's house and I did get sleep last night a whole five hours. I plan on getting sleep tonight. I have decided that labels are fun especially when you go against what you are labeled. I am not doing to much better emotionally but Ana is helping a lot. This is like the first Saturday in forever that I have been away from my work. I have not solved the forever going mystery which is Am I going to be alone forever and If not am I going to be happy? I am going to watch a couple of movies. I have to work tomorrow and starting Monday I am working five days a week. I am trapped in a square box were my tiny round body does not fit. I am sick and tired of al those who change for everyone but themselves. It is not even worth changing if you are doing it for someone no matter how much they mean to you. Well good night wish me luck on sleeping. Till next time.