I'll Teach You All Of This In Eight Easy Steps...
New layout on my LiveJournal.
Yeah. That was my main reason for blogging.
Seriously, things haven't been peachy from me. I was in my doctor's office 3 times this week. He put me back on the meds that I most despise. I really do mean it. If I could, I would blow up a prednisone/steroid plant. There are far too many downsides to this drug... it just makes me crazy. At this point of my life I'm so far over it. I knew it was just a matter of time before my doctor would put me back on it. It's the only thing my body accepts. It's such a shame. Now my face is going to a big fat full moon. I see the changes it is doing to me and this is only my FOURTH day on it. I fucking hate this shit.
And the kicker? Fuck. I'm going to have this fat ass face on my birthday. It takes weeks, even months for the prednisone toxins to leave my body.
I've been reading a lot on my disease... and I'm willing to do anything to get rid of it. I am the biggest carnivore but I'm going to go vegan. Not HARDCORE vegan... will, maybe more like vegetarian. I've already cut out beef out of my diet. Baby steps. Fucking, baby steps.
Tonight I'm going out to downtown. The Houston Astros won against the Atlanta Braves today and they are having this huge party. And tonight I'm celebrating with my best friend, Gloria, her 28th birthday. I haven't done any partying since that time I went out with Vania *see pictures in blog below* so I'm going to have to take it slow. I'm really not much in the mood to go out. I'm depressed, I feel like a fat hefer, I'm fatigued, and I would just rather sleep my life away.
We'll see how it goes. I can get through this. This is just another test.
Yeah. That was my main reason for blogging.
Seriously, things haven't been peachy from me. I was in my doctor's office 3 times this week. He put me back on the meds that I most despise. I really do mean it. If I could, I would blow up a prednisone/steroid plant. There are far too many downsides to this drug... it just makes me crazy. At this point of my life I'm so far over it. I knew it was just a matter of time before my doctor would put me back on it. It's the only thing my body accepts. It's such a shame. Now my face is going to a big fat full moon. I see the changes it is doing to me and this is only my FOURTH day on it. I fucking hate this shit.
And the kicker? Fuck. I'm going to have this fat ass face on my birthday. It takes weeks, even months for the prednisone toxins to leave my body.
I've been reading a lot on my disease... and I'm willing to do anything to get rid of it. I am the biggest carnivore but I'm going to go vegan. Not HARDCORE vegan... will, maybe more like vegetarian. I've already cut out beef out of my diet. Baby steps. Fucking, baby steps.
Tonight I'm going out to downtown. The Houston Astros won against the Atlanta Braves today and they are having this huge party. And tonight I'm celebrating with my best friend, Gloria, her 28th birthday. I haven't done any partying since that time I went out with Vania *see pictures in blog below* so I'm going to have to take it slow. I'm really not much in the mood to go out. I'm depressed, I feel like a fat hefer, I'm fatigued, and I would just rather sleep my life away.
We'll see how it goes. I can get through this. This is just another test.