valentines- overrated or not?
so i'm pretty sure my crush likes me. i THINK this is a good thing but i've still not decided. but since things seem to be going slowly and theres a very high chance that nothing will happen AND i still seem to be madly in love with another wonderful boy, i'm not fretting too much. but it DOES make me happy. good? me thinks yes.
things with reese seem nice. not as wonderful as i wish- but they're okay. i'm just terrified that if he thinks i'm happy then he'll move on, and call me selfish but i REALLY REALLY don't want that to happen.--- but anyways, as friends we're nice. i like feeling that he can still touch me. its my last comfort. i couldnt stand if he felt that he couldnt do that. i like him putting his legs on my lap, or his arm around me- keeps me in touch.
jamie called me tonight- i love that girlie. she's very depressed and makes me think that she should see someone tho- just as i'm considering seeing someone. it might help. but as long as she doesnt, she can still come to me.
anyone up for a hip hop class? you only have to take one!!! come on, it'll be fun (i'm talking to you sammi) i'm gonna go next tuesday since derek keeps bugging me. its only a six week course (you only gotta go one night since it started a couple weeks ago) and beginner hip hop. i think its 12 dolla... lemme know. 8:15- 9:15 ANYONE IS WELCOME
things with reese seem nice. not as wonderful as i wish- but they're okay. i'm just terrified that if he thinks i'm happy then he'll move on, and call me selfish but i REALLY REALLY don't want that to happen.--- but anyways, as friends we're nice. i like feeling that he can still touch me. its my last comfort. i couldnt stand if he felt that he couldnt do that. i like him putting his legs on my lap, or his arm around me- keeps me in touch.
jamie called me tonight- i love that girlie. she's very depressed and makes me think that she should see someone tho- just as i'm considering seeing someone. it might help. but as long as she doesnt, she can still come to me.
anyone up for a hip hop class? you only have to take one!!! come on, it'll be fun (i'm talking to you sammi) i'm gonna go next tuesday since derek keeps bugging me. its only a six week course (you only gotta go one night since it started a couple weeks ago) and beginner hip hop. i think its 12 dolla... lemme know. 8:15- 9:15 ANYONE IS WELCOME