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From Feb. 23, 2003.
i mean, i love reese but i still need my friends. its almost as if i'm losing my friends for him. and im so confused. cuz i do still need them. because, if, one day in the far future i lose reese, i'm going to be completely alone and lost. and im not going to have anyone to go to. im going to wander the streets for all of eternity, wondering what to do, where to go and im going to starve because food wont come to my mind, i'll be so lost without a clue as to whats going on.
everyone needs friends, even if they seem to be fine. friends and affection are things that you can never have enough of.
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now look where i am. no boyfriend, no friends, no nothing. go figure. i predicted it. now look where its left me. fuck.
i mean, i love reese but i still need my friends. its almost as if i'm losing my friends for him. and im so confused. cuz i do still need them. because, if, one day in the far future i lose reese, i'm going to be completely alone and lost. and im not going to have anyone to go to. im going to wander the streets for all of eternity, wondering what to do, where to go and im going to starve because food wont come to my mind, i'll be so lost without a clue as to whats going on.
everyone needs friends, even if they seem to be fine. friends and affection are things that you can never have enough of.
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now look where i am. no boyfriend, no friends, no nothing. go figure. i predicted it. now look where its left me. fuck.