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americasangel

stabbed in the back...

Jan 24, 2004 23:21

i was told tonight not to come to church because i wasn't wanted ( Read more... )

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I love Ellen! ballsofgoof January 25 2004, 13:04:47 UTC

Reading that, i'm pissed at all Corpus church goers, who had an effect, that's morally wrong! Also, you're the coolest person i know, and i would love to get to know you more. To me--you stick of for yourself, and aren't afraid to express yourself. But you also do it in a people friendly way--you are the farthest thing from a bitch, which is why i love your LJ title, and you deserve SOOO much more than the shit you've been given, someone told me this not to long ago about a differnt issue, but i think it apply to you:
Be happy. Not a little happy, not content, not good but it could be better, etc. Be completely happy. Because you don't deserve anything less than that.
i think ^ because, even when you're hurt and experiancing more and more, your still strong. And also your wonderful person who makes my days go better when I talk to her, even when I think they can't get better.
If stepping on people's toes with big high heels would make all the stupid, Ellen mistreaters go away, i'd stomp all over them; long and hard, and i'd do that becausei really don't like beating people up, but most stupid people don't need their toes.
Sorry if that response was at all long or lectury, i just wanted you to know i care, and you defently sure don't deserve the events that have happened to you.

Re: I love Ellen! americasangel January 25 2004, 13:36:41 UTC

thanks meara. you make me smile so much.

and i agree, stupid people dont need their toes.

i like your advice to be happy. i just wish it was that easy. so much has happened to me. i've lost so much of what used to be important to me that i now don't know what my purpose is anymore. i don't know where i am, or where i should be going.

but i love you and thanks for brightening up my day.

Re: I love Ellen! ballsofgoof January 25 2004, 13:58:40 UTC

I know this isn't very realistic, but you shoudl be comming to Houston, Dallas, Ft.worth, Tulsa, OKC, New Orleans, Plano, or anywhere else you choose to go. I know it's dumb, but you're a junior, almost a senior in highschool, is everyone at your school's dumb, there's more than one school in Corpus, you could maybe try a differnt one or make a new group of friends at the one your at for just a year, then go far far away, where you can re-invent yourself, take the things about yourself that you know you like and others like and expand on them, and forget about the hurtful things.
But for now:
your purpose: come to houston
where you are: in the hearts of many UU friends who wish they could hold you when you need it
where your going: somewhere that's nothing but better than where you are now.

=)

you're really swell.

Re: I love Ellen! americasangel January 25 2004, 16:28:50 UTC

oh thanks.

when i graduate, i'm going to austin. gonna be going to UT... not my first choice but better than some others.

you're rather swell yourself darlin.

Re: I love Ellen! ballsofgoof January 25 2004, 17:46:46 UTC

What were some of your other college choices?

Re: I love Ellen! americasangel January 25 2004, 19:16:16 UTC

i was thinking about amy and looked into antioch and that looks really awesome. i also really want to go to berkeley but its way too expensive. i've sorta resigned myself to texas and thus the UT choice. i'm an aggie myself but UT's better suited for what i want in a college. liberal, and cultural and all that. what about you? where are you looking?

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