self esteem- THROUGH THE ROOF
i felt really good today. since i had a bad day yesterday(with it supposed to be our anniversary, and dressing up crappy for class all day) i decided that i would look cute today. so i put on a baby doll tee, skirt, and heels. and i felt good, and looked good. it really made me happy. even REESE said i looked pretty today. yay! and several other people told me i looked pretty, and guys were looking at me, and i love LOVE *loved* it. i wish i could have that kind of self esteem every day. too bad it had to rain, and i had to walk home so i got all wet and not cute anymore. but its okay. i'm still happy.
nick again offered to try to make reese jealous. and we WERE gonna do it (just cuz i think its funny, and i couldnt say no to any case of nick being nice, he's mean to me so much of the time. okay, not mean, teases.) but reese got into class too early. and gave me another hug. he looked nice today. he looks good in brown t-shirts.
but anyway, today was a GOOD day. and RALLY DAY! i'm just worried about reese. i'm terrified that this rally might turn out to be just one long awkward moment between the two of us. oh well! everyone is on my side. not that they have to choose sides, but i've known them longer and better than he has. so ha. this rally (and rosie, and everyone else) is JUST what i need. yay.
toodles.
nick again offered to try to make reese jealous. and we WERE gonna do it (just cuz i think its funny, and i couldnt say no to any case of nick being nice, he's mean to me so much of the time. okay, not mean, teases.) but reese got into class too early. and gave me another hug. he looked nice today. he looks good in brown t-shirts.
but anyway, today was a GOOD day. and RALLY DAY! i'm just worried about reese. i'm terrified that this rally might turn out to be just one long awkward moment between the two of us. oh well! everyone is on my side. not that they have to choose sides, but i've known them longer and better than he has. so ha. this rally (and rosie, and everyone else) is JUST what i need. yay.
toodles.