dreaming with you
last night i dreamed i was with him. we were together. i was lying in his arms, sleeping. i hated waking up. it took me a few minutes to realize that i couldnt have that, no matter how much i wanted it. and that hurt.
i also kept thinking today about how much i wanted to go over to his house and lay in his bed, with him behind me, his arms around me, watching a movie. his bed is so comfortable you know. i miss being able to do that. you know, i never got a last kiss. i can't even remember the last time i kissed him. i miss being kissed, having someone to kiss.
today was hard. i barely saw him but it was hard. worse than yesterday. or the day before.
yesterday marked a week. i *need* this rally. the next two days need to go by **fast**
i also kept thinking today about how much i wanted to go over to his house and lay in his bed, with him behind me, his arms around me, watching a movie. his bed is so comfortable you know. i miss being able to do that. you know, i never got a last kiss. i can't even remember the last time i kissed him. i miss being kissed, having someone to kiss.
today was hard. i barely saw him but it was hard. worse than yesterday. or the day before.
yesterday marked a week. i *need* this rally. the next two days need to go by **fast**