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Apr 28, 2005 10:24

I hope vacation has been well for all of you. Mine certainly hasn't been much of a trip. Beginning of my vacation I found out that my meme was having heart failure.. My mom is making me go to a stupid sex abstinance meeting the Sunday after prom that is supposed to last 4 hours! On top of all that.. I've been coughing my brains out ANNND I have to finish my stupid english research paper. The only good part of this vacation was Zac.

Last year at pricesly this time, I was in the Dominican Republic soaking up the sun, hanging out with my friends, playing with cute little kids and learning more about myself... What good times I had.

This morning my mom woke me up and she told me that my meme did die last night around 11:30 PM. I didn't cry or anything. Not like I had a real reason to. In fact, we all thought that she would've died a few years before. But anyway.. I've never gotten the chance to really love her, like my other grandparents. She's been sick for about as long as I can remember. I've always had to visit her in a nursing home where she's been delusional anyway. She hasn't remembered my name since I was around seven or so. I mean, I loved her because she was my grandmother.. But the love really wasn't there.. I don't know what I'm saying.

So I hope that you guys continue having a good vacation with all of your friends and family. None of my friends have even called me wanting to hang out... Except for Melissa last Friday I guess. Kind of sucks. But Zac is the one that holds me up anyway. He's all I pretty much need. :o)
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