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Yesterday Zac and I went to see HITCH with Joey and Marie. It was a pretty funny movie. I've realized that Will Smith is my favorite actor of all time. I saw Marcie, Carmen and even Danny when we were there. So that was a nice suprise. When I came home my mom gave Zac and I a lecture again *suprise, suprise*
Lately I've been feeling kind of empty.. Not because of Zac but because it feels like he's the only one that cares. I know I should hang out with my friends more, but do I really want to? I don't know. By some of the situations that have happened in the past, some recently too, it just makes me feel that I need better friends anyway. But the problem is I don't know where to go. I don't want new different people having to deal with my bull shit. I don't know how Zac even stands it.
And things haven't been going well with my family, either. Far from it. Mandee, yet again, has tattle-taled on me to my mother. Seriously. Why does she do it? She never talks to me but yet basically spies on me to get the details of my life then goes on rattling to my mom without even talking to me about it first. It's happened many times before and I've talked to her about it too, but that obviously just made it worse. So why talk now?
leave comments if you want. It's not like you care enough anyway.
Lately I've been feeling kind of empty.. Not because of Zac but because it feels like he's the only one that cares. I know I should hang out with my friends more, but do I really want to? I don't know. By some of the situations that have happened in the past, some recently too, it just makes me feel that I need better friends anyway. But the problem is I don't know where to go. I don't want new different people having to deal with my bull shit. I don't know how Zac even stands it.
And things haven't been going well with my family, either. Far from it. Mandee, yet again, has tattle-taled on me to my mother. Seriously. Why does she do it? She never talks to me but yet basically spies on me to get the details of my life then goes on rattling to my mom without even talking to me about it first. It's happened many times before and I've talked to her about it too, but that obviously just made it worse. So why talk now?
leave comments if you want. It's not like you care enough anyway.