Go with the flow.. Just relax
Friday I had to work on fucking SENIOR PROM NIGHT!!
I was soooo jealous of all of my friends. I wish I had had the money to have gone... I'm sure it would've been fun. Being poor sucks.
Saturday I hung out with Trisha for a tad bit then went to see the DaVinci (sp?) Code with Johnny. Too bad he got the theaters mixed up so instead of seeing the movie around 7:30 we had to hang around Londonderry until 10! But it was fun. :) I got invited to a party in Mason by Rye.. But didn't really want to go since it was so far and I didn't know anyone.
So let's skip to today. Shitty day. My parents bitched at me for not having enough money to get food at school everyday. Sorry I have to pay for EVERY FUCKING thing when I don't even get $100 a week anymore and they expect me to save up money! wtf?! And I had to park WICKED far away from the school and almost didn't make it in time. West is so pathetic and desperate. They are now suspending people if you're late more than 3 times in a quarter. Note or not. Bull shit. I'm so glad I only have !!!!!!17 SCHOOL DAYS!!!!!! left.
After school I spent a couple of hours online looking for jobs and making my resume. Extremely annoying. I hateeee it. I'm afraid I won't be able to find a good job to pay for college and everything else. I mean, I know I will be able to find a job.. But since I've only have had ONE job in the past two years, they might not find it that impressive. I also spent some time looking at cars since I definetely will not be able to share a car with my mother if I have to drive to work everyday next year.
I've decided that I DEFINETELY am going to college in a year. Whether I have enough money to pay for it or not. I don't want to wait around my whole life. I'm determined. I just hope I know exactly what I want to do so I don't have to waste money. Something I didn't want to do for next year.
This weekend my parents are going up to P.E.I., Canada with my aunt and uncle to open up their cabin. Unfortunetly my sister and her family will be here so I'm going to take the oppurtunity to be gone all weekend. haha. SHould be fun.
I can't believe graduation is less than a month away. Pretty fucing ridiculous. I get excited/nervous/scared/tons more of emotions when I think about it. My whole life for 12/13 fucking years will change dramatically. I'm going to miss everyone going to college but I still know quite a few people staying here so I'm happy.
Well I'm gunna go work out a tad bit before i hit the hay. PEACE!
I was soooo jealous of all of my friends. I wish I had had the money to have gone... I'm sure it would've been fun. Being poor sucks.
Saturday I hung out with Trisha for a tad bit then went to see the DaVinci (sp?) Code with Johnny. Too bad he got the theaters mixed up so instead of seeing the movie around 7:30 we had to hang around Londonderry until 10! But it was fun. :) I got invited to a party in Mason by Rye.. But didn't really want to go since it was so far and I didn't know anyone.
So let's skip to today. Shitty day. My parents bitched at me for not having enough money to get food at school everyday. Sorry I have to pay for EVERY FUCKING thing when I don't even get $100 a week anymore and they expect me to save up money! wtf?! And I had to park WICKED far away from the school and almost didn't make it in time. West is so pathetic and desperate. They are now suspending people if you're late more than 3 times in a quarter. Note or not. Bull shit. I'm so glad I only have !!!!!!17 SCHOOL DAYS!!!!!! left.
After school I spent a couple of hours online looking for jobs and making my resume. Extremely annoying. I hateeee it. I'm afraid I won't be able to find a good job to pay for college and everything else. I mean, I know I will be able to find a job.. But since I've only have had ONE job in the past two years, they might not find it that impressive. I also spent some time looking at cars since I definetely will not be able to share a car with my mother if I have to drive to work everyday next year.
I've decided that I DEFINETELY am going to college in a year. Whether I have enough money to pay for it or not. I don't want to wait around my whole life. I'm determined. I just hope I know exactly what I want to do so I don't have to waste money. Something I didn't want to do for next year.
This weekend my parents are going up to P.E.I., Canada with my aunt and uncle to open up their cabin. Unfortunetly my sister and her family will be here so I'm going to take the oppurtunity to be gone all weekend. haha. SHould be fun.
I can't believe graduation is less than a month away. Pretty fucing ridiculous. I get excited/nervous/scared/tons more of emotions when I think about it. My whole life for 12/13 fucking years will change dramatically. I'm going to miss everyone going to college but I still know quite a few people staying here so I'm happy.
Well I'm gunna go work out a tad bit before i hit the hay. PEACE!