Will anyone remember, why do I keep talking about it?
Maybe this part of me hopes people would remember me, next week I turn 24. Last year nobody remembered, I had to remind people..... and I got many last minute attempts at showing kindness.
Right now.... more then ever... I just wish I could float away. I've felt so dead lately, so dead I couldnt even bring myself to cry, but I feel so close to doing so. I feel my throat tightening and my eyes irritating. But alas, still not enough life in me to make it happen.
I yearn for the strength, to live again.
Right now.... more then ever... I just wish I could float away. I've felt so dead lately, so dead I couldnt even bring myself to cry, but I feel so close to doing so. I feel my throat tightening and my eyes irritating. But alas, still not enough life in me to make it happen.
I yearn for the strength, to live again.