A Bronx Tale...
Ok so I'm plunging even deeper into...
LE SIGH
So when I wrote the previous entry, I didnt know stuff was going on with Lauren. I know shes been..distant for awhile but she didnt say why. Well..to get you guys caught up. Her brother went into the hospital because he has pnemonia. Well he was sent home a couple days after. Anyways the day I wrote the entry, I find out that her brother is back in the hospital, now with a chest tube and needing surgery.
I kind of figured she read my entry, and when her friend IM'd me telling me she as upset, I figured it was about that but it was just everything going on all at once. I guess I couldnt have picked a worse time to make an entry like that. :-\ .
As far as all of replies I have gotten, and the people who have brought it up.. she is worth it, and even though her parents may dislike me, hopefully she still does.
So I dont know, I have a feeling I've screwed things up, and as much as I want to talk to her about everything, I cant. She has mid terms and the stuff with her brother... I dont want to be bothersome. So I dont know what to do.... and like I said all of this is plunging me deeper into Le sigh...
Basically.... I dont want to lose her. She makes me feel awesome inside and out, but I guess I havent been doing that for her.
Thats all I really have to say about that.
Le Sigh
LE SIGH
So when I wrote the previous entry, I didnt know stuff was going on with Lauren. I know shes been..distant for awhile but she didnt say why. Well..to get you guys caught up. Her brother went into the hospital because he has pnemonia. Well he was sent home a couple days after. Anyways the day I wrote the entry, I find out that her brother is back in the hospital, now with a chest tube and needing surgery.
I kind of figured she read my entry, and when her friend IM'd me telling me she as upset, I figured it was about that but it was just everything going on all at once. I guess I couldnt have picked a worse time to make an entry like that. :-\ .
As far as all of replies I have gotten, and the people who have brought it up.. she is worth it, and even though her parents may dislike me, hopefully she still does.
So I dont know, I have a feeling I've screwed things up, and as much as I want to talk to her about everything, I cant. She has mid terms and the stuff with her brother... I dont want to be bothersome. So I dont know what to do.... and like I said all of this is plunging me deeper into Le sigh...
Basically.... I dont want to lose her. She makes me feel awesome inside and out, but I guess I havent been doing that for her.
Thats all I really have to say about that.
Le Sigh