Have you ever had that feeling....
you know that feeling that when you're with certain people, that they are just "humoring" you until a better deal comes along, and if it did they would not be there with you, or hear you. Ever felt that way? I have...too many times really. Maybe I am second rate, maybe I'm not as fun, exciting, or even the better friend. Maybe I can't be what it is that I need to be. I'm tired of feeling like I'm just being somewhere... I'm tired of feeling like no matter what, I'm always going to play second fiddle and never be worth anything. I'm just tired now. I need to figure out somethings and soon because I'm just going to string myself along forever and that's no way to do things. I wish I had never went to Winthrop, yeah if I had to do all over again that would be one mistake I'd fix.
Manda
Manda