Oct 06, 2006 16:32
Everyone has either did it, thought it, or knows someone that has said...... "I hate happy people". Of course we really don't mean that we hate these people, the truth is we envy these people, because we too wish to be happy like they are. I have been waiting for that happiness for some time. I thought, at one point, that I might have found it, but time showed that, what I thought was far from the truth. Anyways, as I sit here, listening and seeing various things, I wonder, what is the secret to finding that one person that you know in your heart of hearts is who you will spend the rest of your life with. I wonder why I never learned the "it" factor that so many people I know seem to have. Can the "it" factor even be taught, or is it something one is born with? I can't seem to wrap my head around the problem, that I obviously have, and I wish I could figure it out, so I can change and instead of being envious of these people, I can just be one of the lucky folk that have found happiness.