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Dec 14, 2007 15:14

So I guess no one updates this thing anymore, including me.
News in my world... pretty boring other than the fact that I'm pregnant! I'm due in July, and planning on naming it after MaryKate if it's a girl, and Daniel after my bf, it's daddy, if it's a boy.
I've been thinking a lot about the club and the scene lately. It's really weird that even though having a baby is so awesome and exciting, it does feel like your life is kind of over. I'd do anything to have the old crazy party days of my life back. Hopefully after I have the baby I'll be able to go out once in a while and party a little bit. I just feel like my youth is slipping away. I've felt like this for a while, but with no money, it's kind of hard to do anything besides sit around the apartment and watch TV.
I went through my phone a little bit earlier today and I realized how many people there really are that I've lost touch with. It really sucks that you grow apart from people when you can't go out anywhere.
I had so much fun so far in life, other than the past year or so that I've been even more broke than I ever was. I can only hope my kid will be able to experience the great things and people I did.
So, I really hope I have a girl because I'm due around MaryKate's birthday, and I want to name it after her. But at the same time, I really want a boy because they're easier. Especially for me because I'm so un-girly. Of course Dan wants a boy. Don't all guys?
Well, hope everyone else is doing well and having fun partying out there for me! Everyone have a beer or shot in my pregnant honor!
<3Katie
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