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fucking bullshit. bastards. this is my fucking update. love it or hate it. i don't fucking care.
been extremely withdrawn and anti-social lately. don't like it? eat me, fucker. despite shitty things in my life i CAN explain, there are also a lot of things i can't, and i don't care to. i have absolutely no desire to talk to anyone in any form of communication. if you call me or send me a message and i answer or respond, feel lucky. but don't expect me to say much if i do.
i no longer feel like myself. i honestly haven't for a good while now. i don't even know where myself went or if she will come back....
i don't know if i'm losing my mind or if everyone else is.
my view on literally EVERYTHING has completely changed and my life seems like it's a completely different realm. for once, i don't even want anyone to know anything is wrong, or at the very least, have no knowledge of what's wrong. i am only aware of part of it, and the rest of it is unexplainable. i don't even understand myself.
i feel possessed.
goodnight all.
been extremely withdrawn and anti-social lately. don't like it? eat me, fucker. despite shitty things in my life i CAN explain, there are also a lot of things i can't, and i don't care to. i have absolutely no desire to talk to anyone in any form of communication. if you call me or send me a message and i answer or respond, feel lucky. but don't expect me to say much if i do.
i no longer feel like myself. i honestly haven't for a good while now. i don't even know where myself went or if she will come back....
i don't know if i'm losing my mind or if everyone else is.
my view on literally EVERYTHING has completely changed and my life seems like it's a completely different realm. for once, i don't even want anyone to know anything is wrong, or at the very least, have no knowledge of what's wrong. i am only aware of part of it, and the rest of it is unexplainable. i don't even understand myself.
i feel possessed.
goodnight all.