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tysonritteraar There's a girl sitting across the room that's staring at me, she looks like she's crying, and she looks beautiful. I. love. New. York.
about 3 hours ago
I knew it. They're in my town. Somehow I knew it. My rejects with draw has been wicked bad lately and just knowing that they're in my town and damn dude, with every post he makes me feel like that seventeen year old girl again. I feel like a stupid bitch with a school girl crush. It's strange really. I've been the girl he's talking about so many times. The night when i saw Adam at the house party, I ran out, tears down my face and an anxiety attack not far behind.
Just to read his words. I love new York. Me too Ty, me too. I know you only love it because of some girl staring at you, but it's so much more then that. Come to Albany some time and I'll show you the real new York. I'll show you why I love it so. I'll show you the falls in Troy in June, lake graften, lake George, the plaza on the fourth, the tulips in summer, the sledding on the hill in wills parents yard in the winter, the leaves changing colors in the fall in thatcher park, the historic buildings, the killer pubs, the once great now burned down reckage of winners. I'll show you my life if you show me yours, deal?
Like I said seventeen year old girl. Fuck. I feel like an idiot. Its silly really, to be having those stupid dreams again. I know, I know, I'm getting married but I can dream I just can't touch, that's the deal. Lol. Alright enough of my ridiculous thoughts for now. God damn fan fiction is rotting my fucking brain was again, as usual.
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