Aug 07, 2007 02:16
less than 14 days and ill be back in the lower 48...
and i think its time for me to be on the look out for a girl friend.. i fucking hate dating, but need to stop sleeping around and giving poor excuses for my shady actions..
i think i am finally ready to love someone other than myself. im really going to try at this next relationship.. no cheating.. ill try to be less selfish..ok, ok i WILL be less selfish. ill be thoughtful, and attentive and caring. i wont go into self destruct mode when it gets too serious and I'll be honest.. most of the time.. ;)
most important.. ill quit going after psycho chicks.. even if they are more fun to fuck.. i want a nice normal girl with no std's or addictions... and she has to laugh at my jokes...