my pseudo life: the fake relationship part 1 and 2
this is only to vent my anger. sorry to the people it might hurt. but its your fault. this is the price for being a whore. u could never be my gurl. told u.
my pseudo life: the fake relationship part 1 and 2
From: CAM
Date: Jul 6, 2006 7:49 PM
so hopefully ull get this while sober. but yeah i know about u and gannon. im not mad. i mean were just hanging out and i have no ties to u, so its whatever. but i mean i know u were drunk and i know how "being in the moment"goes but i haVe to admit my feeling are slightly hurt. i understand if you dont want to chill anymore, but you have to let me know, dont just run off and hook up with someone else. i didnt think you would be that shady with it. i always thought you were better than that, i thought you showed me something in you that few people rarely see. i saw someone who was genuine and who needed to hear how awesome you are. everyone told me how happy i made you, and that was what made me happy. it was nice to know i was the one who could make you smile.
so i guess im asking what do u want to do now, because im lost
cam :(
From: *****
Jul 7, 2006 9:47 AM
yeah im sober now and you are sittin next to me. let me just start out by saying tequilla is a bitch, shes a little whore in a half. i know you arent mad about me and gannon and you dont think you have a right to but you do have a right to. if i had balls i would kick myself in them. i really hate what i did and i feel so bad. everyone wasnt lying when they told you that you make me smile. you do and nowadays you have been the only one to really make me smile. you have brought out a different side of me in these past few days that i thought i never had. you dont even understand how much i like you. you always gave me compliments no one ever does that except my mom and when she does i just kinda want to hit her in the face with a bat. i didnt want to be shady , that wasnt even me at all, that was all the tequilla. cam i like you. all im sayin is true and i hope you realize that. i want you! not smelly ass gannon.
my pseudo life: the fake relationship part 1 and 2
From: CAM
Date: Jul 6, 2006 7:49 PM
so hopefully ull get this while sober. but yeah i know about u and gannon. im not mad. i mean were just hanging out and i have no ties to u, so its whatever. but i mean i know u were drunk and i know how "being in the moment"goes but i haVe to admit my feeling are slightly hurt. i understand if you dont want to chill anymore, but you have to let me know, dont just run off and hook up with someone else. i didnt think you would be that shady with it. i always thought you were better than that, i thought you showed me something in you that few people rarely see. i saw someone who was genuine and who needed to hear how awesome you are. everyone told me how happy i made you, and that was what made me happy. it was nice to know i was the one who could make you smile.
so i guess im asking what do u want to do now, because im lost
cam :(
From: *****
Jul 7, 2006 9:47 AM
yeah im sober now and you are sittin next to me. let me just start out by saying tequilla is a bitch, shes a little whore in a half. i know you arent mad about me and gannon and you dont think you have a right to but you do have a right to. if i had balls i would kick myself in them. i really hate what i did and i feel so bad. everyone wasnt lying when they told you that you make me smile. you do and nowadays you have been the only one to really make me smile. you have brought out a different side of me in these past few days that i thought i never had. you dont even understand how much i like you. you always gave me compliments no one ever does that except my mom and when she does i just kinda want to hit her in the face with a bat. i didnt want to be shady , that wasnt even me at all, that was all the tequilla. cam i like you. all im sayin is true and i hope you realize that. i want you! not smelly ass gannon.