lifechtyle of che Channi and Ichi
I cant believe how fast things can change. You can loose your best friend so fast. I dont even know how the end came between me my best friend, but somehow we both grew in different directions. I looked at all the pictures tonight, we both made and remembered all the things we went through together. We had so many fun times, but also serious things that strenghtened our friendship and made it complete. We were there for each other and we knew everythig about each other. She was my better half and I was hers. Ive always been welcome in her house and she in mine. Our parents liked each other and knew we were stuck together. We talked on the phone like every day and we spend the weekends together. We went together on vacation and a life without her was unbelievable for me to that time. I look back on us laughing and crying and having fun times and talking about serious things. It makes me sad when I watch videos we made or look at pictures we took, tears come down my face. She was the best. We matched. We loved the colors pink and orange, her favorite color was pink and mine orange. It just matched. We traded clothes and had the same shoes. We loved to make fun about other people and tried to punk people all the time. It was just fun! We made beauty nights with horrible masks in our faces, we sang charaoke, danced and were the fun people in class. Nobody could imagine one of us without the other one. We never fought once in all those years. We knew when it was time to leave the other one alone and when it was the best time to be a little bit seperate. I just loved her to death. She was the one who made me think about my decision to go away for one year. She was so upset that I leave her alone but I still wanted to go and she knew that she has to start searching for other good friends, whos gonna be in place for me. And she did a good job. She found the douchiest boyfriend ever and the biggest whores as friends. Since then we started to grow apart. She just hung out with those whores and that boyfriend and I felt really comfortable in my band. But the friends of both sides could not handle each other and I couldnt handle her friends, but she mine. So we still did things together sometimes but not as intensive as it used to be. She was still really upset about me leaving but she did so much for me still I was her best friend. She made a surprise party with all of my friends. And she made me a huge poster with all of our pictures and she gave me her favorite jacket and wrote in it. At that point I thought our friendship is gonna make it over the year, but it didnt. We grew apart even more and now when I call or text her shes not even calling me back or anything. I mean what am I for her? A nobody? I feel like she trys to claim her ex best friend. How can she just throw away 3 wonderful years of being best friends with me?? I am so upset. I mean she always says how we need to keep in contact and everything, Im trying to, but shes obviously not. So it is shocking but I cant do more than calling her sometimes or texting her. It feels like I lost a part of my life in her.