Nov 17, 2005 00:54
or maybe you would but I don't have time to tell you now.
Bob is in Finland, he flys back tomorrow. They lost his luggage and his coat was in his suitcase. And I guess it is cold there. I miss him. I am finding myself getting homesick again. sometimes life here is just surreal. I feel like the rest of the world is a dreamland I made up in my head. That my memories of Pennsylvania are just imaginary. Please say it isn't so. I am completely frustrated by my family and Bob's. My boss is making life here unpleasant at times. It is one of those days I wish I could just walk over to my brother's house and hang out with my neices and nephew cause they are cool and let me hang with them. I miss the convience of small town living and listening to Pam and Lily talk of going home makes me miss it more. Maybe it is almost time to come back? Maybe someday. I hate my neighbors. They totally suck. I also miss hanging out with my Papa. He just isn't fun to talk to on the phone. He is more life like in person. I will see him in Jan or Feb. Well, I am sure no one is reading this and if you are you are dozing off already. Wake up.