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Today was Ben's funeral. I went to it. I left school at 10:45 and my mom was waiting for me. I signed out, got my stuff and then my parents drove me to the First Christian Church. It was pretty depressing... Afterwards, I went with Brian Waller, his parents and some other kid to the burial site. It took a long time because he is burried in Twinsburg. After the guy talked for ten minutes or so, we just stood around his casket. It was hard to look at, especially looking at the other people crying was worse. After all of that stuff, Waller and his parents drove me home. I sat there and just listened to them talk the entire time.
After I got home I played San Andreas for fourty-five minutes or so. Then I got on the computer for a little while. After that I went over to Billy's house. I helped him out with his sweet "new" computer. It's a piece, just kidding. My mom came by and took me home for dinner, and now I'm on the computer just doing nothing...
I never thought I'd die alone
I laughed the loudest who'd have known
I traced the cord back to the wall
No wonder it was never plugged in at all
I took my time, I hurried up
The choice was mine, I didn't think enough
I'm too depressed, to go on
You'll be sorry when I'm gone
I never conquered, rarely came
16 just held such better days
Days when I still felt alive
We couldn't wait to get outside
The world was wide, too late to try
The tour was over we'd survived
I couldn't wait till I got home
To pass the time in my room alone
I never thought I'd die alone
Another six months I'll be unknown
Give all my things to all my friends
You'll never set foot in my room again
You'll close it off, board it up
Remember the time that I spilled the cup
Of apple juice in the hall
Please tell mom this is not her fault
I never conquered, rarely came
16 just held such better days
Days when I still felt alive
We couldn't wait to get outside
The world was wide, too late to try
The tour was over we'd survived
I couldn't wait till I got home
To pass the time in my room alone
I never conquered, rarely came
Tomorrow holds such better days
Days when I can still feel alive
When I can't wait to get outside
The world is wide, the time goes by
The tour is over, I'd survived
I can't wait till I get home
To pass the time in my room alone
After I got home I played San Andreas for fourty-five minutes or so. Then I got on the computer for a little while. After that I went over to Billy's house. I helped him out with his sweet "new" computer. It's a piece, just kidding. My mom came by and took me home for dinner, and now I'm on the computer just doing nothing...
I never thought I'd die alone
I laughed the loudest who'd have known
I traced the cord back to the wall
No wonder it was never plugged in at all
I took my time, I hurried up
The choice was mine, I didn't think enough
I'm too depressed, to go on
You'll be sorry when I'm gone
I never conquered, rarely came
16 just held such better days
Days when I still felt alive
We couldn't wait to get outside
The world was wide, too late to try
The tour was over we'd survived
I couldn't wait till I got home
To pass the time in my room alone
I never thought I'd die alone
Another six months I'll be unknown
Give all my things to all my friends
You'll never set foot in my room again
You'll close it off, board it up
Remember the time that I spilled the cup
Of apple juice in the hall
Please tell mom this is not her fault
I never conquered, rarely came
16 just held such better days
Days when I still felt alive
We couldn't wait to get outside
The world was wide, too late to try
The tour was over we'd survived
I couldn't wait till I got home
To pass the time in my room alone
I never conquered, rarely came
Tomorrow holds such better days
Days when I can still feel alive
When I can't wait to get outside
The world is wide, the time goes by
The tour is over, I'd survived
I can't wait till I get home
To pass the time in my room alone