Sep 16, 2009 01:01
I havn't posted on here in awhile. Probably because this website is a giant toolbox filled with nothing but choch, but what the hell. I've been drinking and I need to vent a simple fact.
I used to daydream about and slip into these moments of infinite possibility when the universe would just stretch out before me in a vast expanse of situation and circumstance. There were so many forks in the road, it was hard to choose. haha.
nowadays, it seems like im on a one way road, headed straight for a dead end before I ever even got anywhere.
how do you wake up with possibility after you've destroyed anything that ever meant anything to you?
maybe i'll find something to live for tomorrow.
"I live for my indepedence,
live for my beliefs..."
words actually meant something seven years ago. now they're just jumbles on a page.
it's a policy of truth. life is kind of like a crossword. I just can't find my fucking glasses.
i never understood it. i guess I never will. nothings gonna change me.
if I dont believe in anything else but today why can't I live each day to the fullest?
young love will only break your heart. nothings gonna change me.