Jul 03, 2005 20:42
wow its been a while a pretty long time i just got back from vacation and i feel great six flags was a blast its now been a week in a half since ive been out of school which they should call a prison god i hate school well anyway things with matt are going good but theres i tiny little problem i have a boyfriend now no matt doesnt know but im afaid to tell him what will he think god im like in deep shit help me out if you read this give me some reasurring coment Pleazzzz and for the worst of it i think luke(my boyfriend) is falling for someone else! see thats the problem with me i play hard to get sometimes and these guys dont like it, at all its just another pain in the ass deal to them so i feel im always getting so up tight around luke but then matt makes me so more comfortable and seems to always be there for me and loves everything about me but i feel terrible to know im lieing to him behind his back but then again he starts talking about this lauren chick and that really gets me pissed i mean im talkin to the guy i like a hes talking about another girl! okay that is like so so not cool well i guess youve heard enough so im sayin sianarra see ya yeah and all those other lame goodbyes
love always americangal(shaina)
ps. Jimmy Eat World kicks serious ASS!