"i'll be your best kept secret and your biggest mistake"

Jun 22, 2006 11:01


I think i learned my leasson, and i just won't try anymore.

my brother, in his own demented way, is right. forget yesterday, let go of today, and move on to tomorrow. ...i have a tendancy to hold on too long, but its a habit that's slowly desolving.

"...they say i've changed, and she says i'm not the boy she used to know or love. my secret is out, my eyes have grown colder since last we kissed goodbye."

yes, i am different, because quite honestly i value no ones opinion anymore and don't require anyone's acceptance which is the exact oposite of who i was...  but you're upset because i don't dance around the broken glass like i used to?  i've never been one to say what others wanted to hear just for their sake, so did you expect me say anything other than my view just because i haven't seen you in a few months? it's not my fault if you're so damn hot and cold about everything! ...yes i've changed, but i'm not the only one

i've been toying with the idea of writing something... i not sure what to call it because it's not entirely true but it certainly isn't fiction. i'd really like to, even if it just sits in my closet, at least it would clear my head of a couple of thoughts that pleague me...

e tu Brute?

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