Oct 29, 2007 02:21
Sometimes I think the boy and I have completely different pasts. He has been able to only have a few partners and relationships, whereas I, well, it's been quite the opposite. While I have never kept this from him, I think it makes him look down on me somewhat. He's never voiced this, nor made any indication he thinks this way, it is just my own paranoid delusions.
Perhaps, we are too different.
I mean we had a really great weekend, and just one little slip has upset him. Apparently, I talk about past boyfriends too much. I didn't realise I did. Maybe I should just keep my mouth shut from now on. I bet life is so much easier for people who don't talk very much.
It's odd though, every time we 'argue' (since we don't really argue) it's a problem he has with something I've said or let slip.
Sometimes, I think I am more comfortable with him than he is with me.