To my family,

[americanaviator]

I love all of you. We've been a family for two years and I wouldn't trade this for anything. I know that I'm kind of hellish to live with sometimes on account of being crazy, not that the reason lessens the suckiness. I know that sometimes I can be a bad person and sometimes I'm so frightened and insecure that I can't even function and the times when I'm really strong and in control aren't nearly as often as they should be, not even one third of the time. I'm so, so grateful that you all stuck with me even so, despite all of my shit, my issues and my past. I'm grateful for all the times you've talked me down from disgusting anxiety and taken care of me and comforted me, and I'm grateful for all the times you've let me do the same for you. All I want is for the four of us to be together and be happy, I don't care about anything else. I want to take care of you all because you're the most precious thing I have.

All of my love

xxxx