At least you said "bottle" and not "box"!
Yesterday was the worst. I don't even know what triggered it, but I got hit with some of the worst depression I have had in a long while. All breaking down in tears because why the fuck not. And then I passed out either on the desk or on a different chair, eventually woke up long enough to drag my sorry ass to the couch and passed out there for seven hours. Christ. The absolute worst. I still feel like shit and can't eat, and after inking and coloring the pencils I did yesterday I now can't bring myself to draw anything else. Really, really hope this passes soon.
On the upside, NSCC sent my acceptance pack, which means I might just be able to get my interview by next week. And then I can go home! I'm sure when I have an emotional range wider than "miserable - very miserable" I'll feel great about that. Not least because once I'm home and I have medical insurance, I can see a doctor and finally get a prescription and put up with significantly less of this up and down bullshit.
Please just let me stabilize a little before my interview.
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My work of the last couple of days is as follows:
Present for Bebe. Daredevil and Henry Russo hurt/comfort <3
Peter x Harry derp. Them's Trix in that bowl :B
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Also, whatclaptrap , ilu <3
jokeretlevoleur: NAPTIME
jokeretlevoleur: FOR ME
fixedwingheart: NAP
fixedwingheart: NAP WELL
fixedwingheart: NAP FOR YOUR COUNTRY
fixedwingheart: NAP FOR THE FIGHT AGAINST COMMUNISM
jokeretlevoleur: I
jokeretlevoleur: BUT THEY MIGHT TAKE AWAY MY NAP
jokeretlevoleur: AND SPREAD IT AROUND FOR EVERYONE
fixedwingheart: DON'T LET THEM
fixedwingheart: NEVER GIVE IN
fixedwingheart: THEY CAN'T TAKE AWAY YOUR RIGHTS
fixedwingheart: NAP PROUD AND FREE
Everytime we have twitter conversations now - artful_aviator and tentaclehugs - there is a little part of my brain that likes to imagine this as the Goblin and Doc Ock and it makes everything we say all the more entertaining. :B
On the upside, NSCC sent my acceptance pack, which means I might just be able to get my interview by next week. And then I can go home! I'm sure when I have an emotional range wider than "miserable - very miserable" I'll feel great about that. Not least because once I'm home and I have medical insurance, I can see a doctor and finally get a prescription and put up with significantly less of this up and down bullshit.
Please just let me stabilize a little before my interview.
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My work of the last couple of days is as follows:
Present for Bebe. Daredevil and Henry Russo hurt/comfort <3
Peter x Harry derp. Them's Trix in that bowl :B
--
Also, whatclaptrap , ilu <3
jokeretlevoleur: NAPTIME
jokeretlevoleur: FOR ME
fixedwingheart: NAP
fixedwingheart: NAP WELL
fixedwingheart: NAP FOR YOUR COUNTRY
fixedwingheart: NAP FOR THE FIGHT AGAINST COMMUNISM
jokeretlevoleur: I
jokeretlevoleur: BUT THEY MIGHT TAKE AWAY MY NAP
jokeretlevoleur: AND SPREAD IT AROUND FOR EVERYONE
fixedwingheart: DON'T LET THEM
fixedwingheart: NEVER GIVE IN
fixedwingheart: THEY CAN'T TAKE AWAY YOUR RIGHTS
fixedwingheart: NAP PROUD AND FREE
Everytime we have twitter conversations now - artful_aviator and tentaclehugs - there is a little part of my brain that likes to imagine this as the Goblin and Doc Ock and it makes everything we say all the more entertaining. :B