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[americanasian]

There's nothing like those good friends who can make you feel better. Or the old friends that you can see once a year but nothing changes because you grew up together. i have some of the best people. I also think it's funny when old boys start conversation again, "just because." Boys make me laugh. I've decided not to take them seriously anymore.

I hate not knowing how i feel--about anything. I don't know what I believe in, i feel like i'm not really sure of anything.

But I feel okay. Not GOOD, but okay. I'm okay (right now) with letting this go and just trusting that whatever is supposed to happen is going to happen whether I'm ready for it or not. Life comes at you so i just have to take it in and deal with it. I just need to keep my faith in knowing that whats meant to be will come to me. I'm not happy about the situation but who knows what could happen? Just have to let it happen and know that eventually I'll get what I'm supposed to have. I'm just going to follow my gut and time will tell how my life will play out.

I let go of a broken heart
I let go to an open heart
I let go of my broken dreams
I let go to the mystery
And i
believe in the miracle

And even when i'm fallen down
my heart says follow through.