Jul 06, 2006 23:37
So...busy busy busy. But I really have nothing to show for it.
I am feeling incredibly worn down by life right now, and I definitly have gotten no where with anything while doing so.
Lots of things have been going against me. Or at least it feels that way.
Today I just wanted to drive head on into a semi. Lots of little things have been chipping away at me. And as soon as my new Rise Against cd started skipping after having it for 2 days, and I saw the huge scratches in the label on it I just wanted to get punched in the face.
Don't think I'll be playing with the mob for a while. I'm not really sure why, but I just seems like a good starting point at getting myself back together.
I feel like I'm out of place everywhere I go. It's been that way for years. I just don't know when or why or how it happened. Just one day I was suddenly meant for somewhere that I can't get to.
-Ryan.