Oct 18, 2004 18:56
gah. i hate this feeling. it's pissing me off like nobody's business. i've got this whole feeling like "screw life, screw it all. just die, nobody'll care, or as a matter of fact, notice." i hate getting like that. but i'm like that this instant.
let me find something better to write about, though.
school today was descent. i guess. although, we didn't do really anything
and "bob" wasn't in history class. so, yeah. "how many frogs are in a pond?"- random question for the day, thanks to kyler. and pink really isn't his color. but, whatever. kayla robinson is such a b-i-t-c-h. i hate her, she asked me what's my problem lately, since i'm being such a bitch to everyone, and stuff. i just want to kick her ass. gah i hate her.
i really want need someone to talk to right now.
the best part of today was talking to my best friend, nick. he lightened me up, and said i'd fit in perfectly with his "karate friends". and asked me when i'm going back down to see all of them. mr.15 year old threatened to kidnap me, again. but he told me he loved me, which made me feel really happy.
but, yes, i really need someone to talk to, someone that will understand, and not judge me, although people probably are already. but, whatever.
comment if you care.
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